Okay, I usually like to keep my private matters private. I don't really like to share too many personal opinions on social media platforms except some funny quotes that speaks my thought clearly. But I thought I could make an exception this time to share my personal thoughts here.
I have faith that true beauty is not related to how hot your body is or what color your eyes are. True beauty is about who you are as a human being, confidence and your moral compass. Back to when I was a teenager, I believed that it was more important to be beautiful on the outside - to have sharper nose, slimmer face, longer hair and bigger eyes. In fact, I was having the strong feeling of inferiority about my appearance. I wasn't tall enough like those supermodel and I wasn't pretty enough like her and this and that. I didn't even know how to love myself. Over a span of time, I'd realized that how could I think in that way, such a shallow dumb b*tch. Why I compared myself to friends around me? It drove me crazy and made me cried in middle of the night most of the time. It took quite a long time to convinced me to believe that above all things physical, it is more important to be beautiful on the inside - to have a big heart and an open mind and confidence. Because we really are living in a society that focuses so much on physical appearance. If you pay more attention, most people's inside are ugly and disgusting. Even pretty people have very unattractive insides.
To me, beauty is about being comfortable. It is about knowing and accepting who you are. I am happy being who I am. I'm confident even though most of my friends still thinking the way I'm wearing my clothes is weird. I don't really care, I live honestly and truthfully, and I think that is a reason why I was chosen to Paris Fashion Week, and chosen as plenty brands of ambassador and won my dream job - fashion buyer. It's just bonus that I have an incredible twin sister, Cherrie. She is a professional full-time fashion blogger. I am so lucky enough to have her in my life because she never control me at all. She doesn't like my manager who always complaints my Instagram are boring and lack of communication with my followers. Means? I seldom post about food, coffee, selfie and you know what I am trying to tell. '' Why Evangeline is wearing a super-duper oversized cardigan for? She can't even use her cellphone in that cardigan.'' Hey, I don't even care what you say. I don't really mind her style is better than mine or her face is prettier than mine. I don't want to be a crazy b*tch again.
Speaking about my style, I love the current me, truly deeply madly. In this post, I'm wearing Balenciaga blazer and paired with vintage trousers and Ann Demeulemeester Boots to create the girl boss vibe but in slightly more edgy and masculine feel.
Balenciaga Blazer / Vintage Trousers / Ann Demeulemeester Boots / Balenciaga Dad Cap